its difficult to managed life sometimes.regrets due to misunderstanding.. or rather some mistakes made.
not everything will goes the way u wanted it to be.
that's life.
sometimes i really wish i could give up.
but my heart doesn't seems to die.
maybe till the day he say he don't love me anymore.
i guess that will be when i really need to go off.
i didnt have the guts to state things clear between us.
because even when i tried explaining to someone..
my tears just roll down my face.
i donno how im going to face everything.
my heart sank everytime i sees that scene.
wanted to talk to someone.
but no one can exactly understand how it feels for me.
everyone trying to pull me back..
telling me to wake up from my dreams.
when its gone, its never gonna be yours again.
but i dont wish to..
all i wanted is a chance for me to love him once again.
for this one last chance.. i will do whatever that i can.
i tried all my best to be better the previous time..
but maybe still not good enough.
people seeing difference in me.
but does he feels the same?
the effort i tried to put in?
felt really lost. donno wad to do..
no exact direction to head to. and nobody can tell me wad to do..
other than hanging there..
i don wish to let go.. don wish to forget about what we had.
tell me u don love me..
then maybe my heart will die..
from then on..
} ' the.RAINBOWs
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