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Tuesday, June 23, 2009 Y

the pain is killing me. how much i missed those days. 
i waited the entire to see him.
i tried all ways just to see him. 
but what i seen today is something i never wanna see. 
im glad to find out that he alr moved on with life. 
and im glad i get to know abit more about his life now. 
but yet, my heart sank. the moment i saw that scene.
it was never in my expectation. 
and the words u 
he said is really a great impact and  hurts me deep 
inside. 
breakdown into tears at work. 
i didnt wanted all this to happen. 
but maybe to him.. i ask for it. 

 lingers around my mind. 
through day and night. how much i wanted to get back. 
i was too naive. believing that i can fight for it. 
i tried to let go. but i just couldnt.
not that i dont wan to. 
closed up from love.
i didnt need the pain.
my heart's crippled by the veins that i keep on closing.

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